So... I'm going to New Orleans from July 14-24. It's for the National Youth Gathering that my church is going to. It's going be about a day bus ride down, and I'm not really looking forward to that. xP
But it should be really fun. xD I'm looking forward to getting a wonderful tan while I'm down there. And! This'll be my first year getting to travel with the senior youth group at my church. The only place we got to go to in the junior youth group was the junior youth retreat. xP
Um... oh, I'll bring myself down from my happy little New-Orleans-fantasy. :( I have to go to 'summer school'. It's technically not summer school since I passed all my classes, but I only scraped a D in algebra after getting an F on my final. xP I'm not good at math, and the school just needs to accept that no matter how many extra math classes I'm in, I'll never be good at it.
Now, some people (Aly) would tell me that I shouldn't be so negative in my thinking, but math is something I'll never be optimistic about it. I mean, sure it'd be nice to have better than a C (my best math grade. Ever.) in math, but I've accepted that it just probably won't happen. And what's worse, all my friends that also got this suggested for them aren't doing it. (I don't blame them.) I'm giving up my July for this. Even though I'll have to miss part of it for New Orleans. Darn.
xP I hate math and nothing will ever change my mind. Ever.
So anyway, this is my post until after my trip, ciao!
About Me
- Leah
- Yes. That is me. If you like me, great. If you don't, great. I could really care less about what people think about me. It doesn't matter if you think I'm 'cool' or not. I know who I am, and who I want to be... I shouldn't change myself just to fit in. That's why my blog is going to be so... weird. I don't try to fit in with anyone, I just slide into some places, and some I don't. I'm fine with that. If I cared what people thought of me, I would dress like all the rest of them, act like them, probably like the guys that they like, but I'm not like that. I don't care if I'm put into a stereotypical box... I fit into many, and some people just place me in them to feel better about themselves. I do do that, yes, but I don't tell everyone about why I put them there, I just let it be, and that's not what most people would do. They would go tell the whole student body, where I just tell my friends, knowing that they aren't going to shout it over rooftops. I know I'm kind of ranting, but I just want you guys to know what kind of a person I am... what kind of a person I always will be.
2 comments:
You might hate math... but you can make yourself work hard on it. A C can happen if you force yourself to work for it. It's hard when you don't like/hate something, but... it can happen. I'm sure things will get better for you with this. And don't bring yourself down, man. Do I need to take you to CESSNAB?
I'm sure you'll have fun at your trip! :D It sounds like epic joy. :D ^_^
No. My goal for math is simply to pass it. I don't need all those fancy C's in there. Yes. I want to go to CESSNAB and have a strawberry smoothie.
Danke!
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